LeaveMeBreathless Im in FLORIDA!!! [December ++ 22nd ] [ mood | happy ] Hey everyone!! this is Julie im on the phone w/ Lindsey and she told me she wanted me to sign this for her!! She sed she's having alot of fun in Florida that bitch -lol- and that its 82 degree's out there today!! OMG COMPARED TO OUR 2 DEGREES! -LOL- well we have to hang up ... SO BYE!! LINDSEY LOVES YOU ALL!!!

LeaveMeBreathless nightmare [December ++ 13th ] [ mood | depressed ] I never wouldve known that my biggest fear/nightmare would become a reality so soon. I had the worst night of my life on Saturday, December 11, 2004. I had my best friends to comfort me though. sarah, katlyn, tess, n julie. I have yet a really long time before my heart will beat the same again. WHO do I go to when the person I run to when I cry, is the one who made me cry? WHAT did I do to deserve all this pain? WHERE was I when all of this was supposed to strike me? WHEN was all of this supposed to happen? WHY me? I woke up Sunday morning and thought it was all a dream. But its not. I dont know what im goin to do. All the memories are what makes me cry, and I think about them ALL the time. Is there such thing as running out of tears? Im so lost and im never goin to be the same. Well at least until I find answers as to why....... even then it will take a really long time to get over it all. Im so lost. God Im going to miss all the times i was happy. I love you all ~*~ lindsey~*~

LeaveMeBreathless 3 the worst day of my life... [December ++ 11th ] [ mood | sad ] Finding it hard to breathe......

LeaveMeBreathless today [December ++ 10th ] [ mood | good ] Wow boys just never quit. I found out today that the one most important person in my life keeps things from me and lies to me how gay!!! poor Julies stomach hurt all day today, guess she got a visit from aunt flow!! lol But yeah. Today was also my best buddie Daniel Magana's birthday!! kewl he rocks. Other guys that rock are miguel, zack, josh, cookie, jesus, david,drew, nick,cj, and a ton more but i cant think right now. Any way the sub today brought us candy!! mmmmm so good. lol but yeah me n julie r really startin to feel that guys really suck. Do all u ladies no how we feel??? well i hope so! Next friday im goin to florida n i have no shoes, no shorts n i juss really need some cute things to take with me. I cant wait to go. God man Im so sick of my parents constantly telling me i cant do things, and critisizing my every move or mistake. If im not on the honor roll, i get grounded. Im grounded for everything. My middle name might as well be grounded. Seriously ask everyone i kno, i am always in trouble for something.... its so gay. Well stupid julie ia gay and i cant get a hold of her at all so now idk if i can hang out with her today. So if i dont im juss gonna hang out with my best friend katlyn. But she myte be goin somewhere with my other best friend sarah. So i juss dont kno what im doin. Oh yeah today i made one of my good friend Becky help me on a test then we got caught so i told her i was srry n we didnt get in trouble and shes not mad at me, so its all good after all. well im out fer now see ya l8er!! luv ya lots ~LaY-LaY~

LeaveMeBreathless today [December ++ 9th ] [ mood | excited ] Today I had a lot of fun. After school i went to the basketball game because I finally got a good grade in math so my mom let me off the hook so its all good now. I guess im not really grounded now.... but yeah. Me n julie are becoming the bestest of fiends. Today we were feeling like the whole world was just a dream and the people in our lives werent real but we need to wake up because the losers who break our hearts by making us fall in love with them arent a dream its reality. We sat thinking about the day when the loves of our lives held us tight and promised to always be there, but at a party the love of her life cheated on her and made her life a living hell. Im here for her and she can talk to me about anything and the same for me. I can talk to her about anything. ~*~anywho~*~ I have a lot of things to talk about WOW lol Today at school we had a sub in Mrs macks n she was pretty kewl. Shes bringin us food tomorrow!!!!!! sweet but yeah i sat by Julie n we convinced the sub we were cuzzins!! It was gr8 cause she was like yeah u guys do look alike. We gat that ALOT its hilarious. Anyway, sometimes I wish the world would dissapeare n it would juss be me n the ppl i love. Well im done writin fer now cause im bout to be out so byess!!!!!!! love always ~~~LaY-LaY~~~

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